well it's been 6 months. i wonder if anyone still visits here ever. i do. i miss him like crazy sometimes. it was weird 'visiting him' over the summer, but it's really good to hang out with the aguilhs because i can see phil in frankie, and i like that. this was the first summer in a while that i haven't seen him...and it's nuts how often he STILL comes up in conversation. just the other day my friend played this song for me, and i was like 'i know this song...i looove this song...my friend...he introduced me to this group. actually he had a radio show where he used to play stuff like this..,' and i just get so excited whenever i do talk about him.
i guess it's cause for a moment it feels like he's alive again cause his life has had such an impact on mine. i hope that if you do still read this you don't forget how close we all got during that time, and remember to still think of everyone from wo and pray for the aguilhs and their family because i love them very much, as i think many of you do. one of the things that makes me really happy is hearing stories about phil that i've never heard before from frankie...so many of them make me laugh....he's not even here, but sometimes his antics still make me laugh so much. i hope he knows that i think about him everyday. i hope i always remember to tell everyone i love that i love them as much i told him. i hope God is taking care of him. and i hope i see him again someday.
i sometimes think that will be one of the greatest things...when i can talk to him again and tell him EVERYTHING that's happened so that he can tell me i'm such a dumbass, just like old times...like we never left each other....looking forward to that always makes me feel better on days like this...when i realize it's been so long yet not very long at all, and i wonder why i can't see him just one more time.....
anyway i'm just ramblin...so that's all i got for now...you all be good....talk to you around wo sometime....
love, olivia
